Monday, 29 October 2007

Are you my Destiny ?

I like the way you talk to me
Your words are as sweet as gold
And if you were ever to leave my world
My life would seem so cold
And I know you have someone
And I will be patient
Coz one day you will be mine
Where you would take your own time

I like the thoughts you are giving me
Coz you are my destiny
One day I will hold you in my arms
And you will give it to me
Can't guess whether I really want you
Honey every time I see your face
It feels like a sunny day
And if you wanted to be with me
I won't let you get away
But you don't have to hold on
Coz I know something's going on
Coz I want to be with you
Guess you too want the same

You know a woman like you is all I ever wanted
But not exactly you but some girl like you
I feel its not easy to trace out a girl like you
So sincere in the relationship
Feeling for the ones who are even gonna leave
Praying for the ones who are gonna hurt you
Its hard to find an angel like you
Out of all the riches in the world
All I want is you to be my girl
Its because its just only for you
I will run to the end of the world
Never felt like doing something for someone so bad
Doesn't mean that others are not needed
But at the same time, it shows me
That you are all I want and you are all I need

Monday, 22 October 2007

Give me a hug once....

My love for you was the one
That brought my heart to life
That has ruined my heart now
Of sufferance my heart wept
I have been punished for falling in love
And what sin have I committed ?
I have been ruined yet again
for falling in love with you
Devastated I have been
by being true to you
Strange is love also so cruel
Where happiness lasts but for a few moments
Sorrows one gets
And lonely one is
Tears and sorrow, grief and grievances it entails
Your face it is that I see everywhere
Your memories torment me all the day
Your face haunts me so bad
Even in the darkness of the nights

The love I used to see
In those of your eyes for me is no more
Not only you have changed
But the circumstances too
Can't blame you for any reason
Can't hate you for any season
You loved me and it was for love
I would sail across the seven seas
But I'm afraid that I cannot cover
The very small distance between us now
I showed how love is unstoppable
Probably you have done the same to me
But it would be our life partners
Who could teach us better to abide by it
To fulfull the vow of marriage
That they will give us all happiness
Its then that we would realise
That true love is all but sacrifice

When you feel you are left alone
Please don't look at me like that anymore
As you will fall in love with me again
Keep away as I look horrible when I cry
All I could do now is to talk to my angel
The same old angel of my heart
Guess it listens to me, atleast now
I have been talking since childhood
Everybody told me that my angel was no more
But I kept you alive in my heart
I never asked anything from you
Except you, but now it looks as if you have left
But I ask you for something for the last time
Dont refuse me
Just hug me once in my heart, please ! ! !

Happy Birthday

You have come into my life
Like the wonderful moment
Wonder what world you come from
You remind me of the forgotten past
You have taken over my very being
Are you real ?
Or still an illusion ?
You have invaded my very being
I'm still the same so is the moment
Yet, never was this frenzy before
Your heartebeat is fragrant
And I'm lost in your love

My deeds either good or bad
They moved with me
They stopped with me
My deeds forever shaddowed me
My destiny you have written
Its your mercy the man depends on
You are kind
You say nothing
In an idol of stone
You dwell to the human
You have given us sorrow
You have granted us heaven
You have given a heart
You have given the man back his Glory

The monsoon has brought a message
May we be bound to each other
May the rain of happiness fall on us
The breeze too started to speak
May your marriage procession be decorated
May the procession move like the moment of the moon
I wish to attach feathers and fly
Become a cloud and touch the very sky
The wind of the rain has spoken
It has taken away my sleep now

A dream has awakened in my awakened eyes
My mind dances too
It says subtly in this strange wolrd
There is someone close to me
At the beautiful seashore
Under the shadow of some mountain
A house is seen
Till the time I'm alive
You would stay in my heart
Thats your house
Your words are as innocent
As the aroma of the flowers I bloomed
The whole world turned aromatic
And my life has turned around
With your love filling me completely
What else could I do
Other than giving back you the happiness

What else could be my best birthday gift for you
Which is not selfish at all
Praying for what you wished to be
Sacrificing the ones I was longing for
There is always a sweet feeling
When I lose the best in mine
For the best of your heart
Wishing you a really really Happy Birthday
Wished never would disturb you again

But who knows, as the life is full of uncertainities
Yet again, We might be bound together
Like the sun and the light
Probably like the sea and the waves
Though the waves might try to run away from the sea
All it could do is going back to the place it came from
For that reason it doesnt stop waving
Its its nature to keep flushing out
Same as the hearts which keep falling in love
Love is not a sin as others consider
I feel proud in falling in love
As that could be the best compliment
Ever anyone could be rewarded.

Tuesday, 16 October 2007

Reminds me of ....

Manasa vittu sirichu romba naalaachu, ipdiyum sila per...
What are they trying to say...
Isnt there anything else other than divine love
Probably this is for the immatured ones
Who have not done justice to their roles
If people are drifted to one particular religion
This world would torn apart into pieces
Where people wouldnt be reluctant to respect others
Then India would no more be a securalistic country
If it was a religius country,
Where would the other religions go ?
Its high time we start thinking about the humankind
Rather than the personal religious beliefs.
No God has asked to hide your true feelings
No God has asked to hurt a true human being
No God has not asked anyone to stop loving from their heart
Its all the people who interpret things in a strange way
Time would answer for all these issues ?
Who knows who's gonna change
It might be either me or the other
No matter what happens,
All these issues remind me of us
Where its not easy for me to forget her

Try something new though its similar

Monday, 15 October 2007

Live the life you love to live

Even at the age of retirement
My dad wished to ride a bicycle
Where if it was in my case
Even to go to the next street
He preferred me to drive the bike
His love is more than anything else
Any father could show to his son
But why didnt I recognise that love
Probably I was not old enough

Even during a hectic schedule
My mom didnt have a break
Teaching me lessons
Cooking me wonderful food
Getting me ready for the school
Though it was me who was preparing for exams
It was also her keeping herself awake
Just to give me a moral support
Aint I blessed with such a Goddess in my life
But stil why didnt I realise that love
Probably I was not matured enough

Being elder to me by couple of years
Sacrificing most of her pleasure
Though it made her shed tears
She always kept me smiling
Just to keep me engaged
With all I needed
What else could anyone ask
From a loving sibling
But still why didnt I reveal my love to her
Probably we were of the same age group

Now I'm old enough to know better
I'm strong enough to be true
I'm hard enough to know whether
I'm smart enough to know what to do
And I know you can't resist it
When it happens to you
Though you can tell your own story
Adding to it, you can swear its true
But you can save your lying
For some other fool who would believe
And when there are many people
Who are longing to be with me
Why did I choose to feel for you
When am I gonna learn to respect
When am I gonna reciprocate
When am I gonna start living
Well can't say until you turn around
And tell me that you can't resist
Staying away from me

But to wait for you, is all I could do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now,
Because I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance i've gotta take
How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I'm standing here taking every breath with you
How could you let it go from you
How could you say a goodbye to me
I know you could not resist
Without a pain in your heart
But why are we going through this phase
Aren't we born to live the life
which we loved to live

Sunday, 14 October 2007

Goodbye is not an easy word.

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad
Since the moment we had the icecreams
My mind is full of your thoughtful streams
Though we spend hardly less than a day
Sharing our lifestyle only for a bit
I feel that we had lived most of our life
Apart from fighting with each other
We had experienced almost everything

The bliss and the pain
All had gone in vain
But being a blessing in disguise
I'm living a far more better life
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
Can't guess how far its gone
It might be days, months or even years
It's so hard to say goodbye to the past

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
You might say by shedding your tears
That you have troubled me enough
And I would reply in a similar way as you
To be lucky to live a better life for years
It's so hard to feel that you have forgotten

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
Though I can never forget the love
I would always keep smiling from my heart
For all the good things you have did to me
All but one makes me feel happy
Did I make you feel better
As the way you did ?
This sense of guilt
Taunts me like a vampire
Though I'm blessed by the angel's empire
When would that day ever come to me
When would I say that you never left my heart
When would I cry out loud
Expressing my feelings for you
When would I tell you
Goodbye is not an easy word
When it comes to you and your love ?

Saturday, 13 October 2007

Flash Back

On October 12th I achieved this remarkable feet 14 years ago in my professional career... what have I done now ?... securing a specials place in my angel's heart ? Who knows, nothing is for sure until couple of years pass by.

Love doesnt choose any particular soul

Olden Days...

Friday, 12 October 2007

Whats important....

People are quite busy with their day to day life schedule... Guess very little are bothered about the future india ? Most probably are selfish in what they aim for, pray for ... There are very little who are willing to do something for others and among them there are very little who are doing something for others and most of all there are very little who keep doing the same.... Which group do we fall into ? shameful thing I'm still in the first part and aspiring to go further to other parts. I find reasons to justify myself saying If I was India I could have done better job... So what you guys who live in India are trying to say ? If you had enough money , you could have done what you could do...

This is not what we wished.... The poor india is not the free India forecasted 60 years before... When we feel proud to say we are Indians, we should do something to our country one way or the other... Lets make things work together....

Come on India ? Its high time we wake up....

Apart from praying Gods for peace, apart from going to jobs to make yourself comfortable, apart from going after life partners, what else each one of us should be doing ? Literate each other with the national spirit. Lets talk more about Nationality and Patriotism rather than the Bollywood, Tollywood , Philosophies, etc.

True Patriots

There arent many people who live in india have time to train their kids to be patriotic that too when they could hardly speak good morning mummy , daddy... Thats the right stage to plant the national feeling in their mind. The future india is not at the hands of tomorrow's youth but today's infants. Keep up the spirit and help India bud into a blossoming and flourishing one.

October 12th

Early in the morning of October 12th 1492, a sailor on board the Pinta sighted land, and a new era of European exploration and expansion began. The next day, the 90 crew members of Christopher Columbus's three-ship fleet ventured onto the Bahamian island of Guanahaní, ending a voyage begun nearly ten weeks earlier in Palos, Spain.

New York declared Columbus Day a holiday in 1909 and on October 12, 1909, New York Governor Charles Evans Hughes led a parade that included the crews of two Italian ships, several Italian-American societies, and legions of the Knights of Columbus. Since 1971 Columbus Day, designated as the second Monday in October, has been celebrated as a federal holiday. In many locations across the country Americans parade in commemoration of the day.

British politician Ramsey MacDonald was born on October 12th 1866 in Morayshire, Scotland. Joins the Labour Party in 1894 and becomes leader 1911-1914 and 1922-1931. Is the first Labour Prime Minister of Britain ( for several months during 1924) and again between 1929-1931. Dies shortly after his retirement from politics in 1937.

In 1901, US President Theodore Roosevelt renames the Executive Mansion in Washington, 'The White House'.

On October 12th 2007, I'm still wandering around awaiting the precious moment of life. Life is not the same when you are waiting for something where you knew that it would never come your way. Like it was the day when Columbus found a new piece of land which is now the world's dominating nation, I prefer I would find a holy heart which would dominate the whole world of mine. Funny moments where I slow down well before the speed cameras by just looking at the warning boards, also while stopping at the green traffic lights, searching for the mobile phone whilst holding the same... Can't say whether i'm going mad or not, but things have given me a new way of life to live. What else could I do other than enjoying this opportunity. Will I get the answer today ? Fingers crossed... Life is not what we think and expect... After all, as my angel have advised me to have No Expectations and hence No Disappointments, I would keep going on following the same. Ain't I Lucky ?

Wednesday, 10 October 2007

October 11th

As a tribute to my dear Sheik, here goes the article of famous people born on October 11th.

In 1821 English social reformer Sir George Williams is born in Somerset. Is a successful draper and part-time lay preacher. In 1844 he founds the YMCA - the 'Young Men's Christian Association'.

In 1942 Indian Actor Amitabh Bhachan, the king of Indian cinema was born in Allahabad, Uttar Pradesh, India . Son of well known poet Harivansh Rai Bachchan and Teji Bachchan. He went to Sherwood College, a boarding school in the hill-station town of Nainital, and from there to Delhi University where he earned a double MA degree.

He was a former stage actor, radio announcer and freight company executive in Calcutta, India.When he was just trying to get a break in movies he was told to soften his 'deep' voice. However it was soon realised that his deep rich voice was excellent for narration. He has provided narrations for several films.Married to Jaya Bhaduri, a well known actress, he has two kids, Shweta and Abhishek. His first movie was Saat Hindustani (1969). He came to be known as 'The Angry Young Man' after his film Zanjeer (1973), which made him a superstar. He also ran for seat in the Congress from his hometown but had to leave midterm because of controversies. While shooting for Coolie (1983) he received a near fatal injury. He was hospitalised and the Indian press issued daily bulletins on his health. He is highest paid Bollywood actor in the film industry.

Amitabh had a very close association with the former Indian Prime Minister Indira Gandhi and her son Rajiv Gandhi (also Prime Minister) and he was elected to parliament with a huge majority from his home town of Allahabad. But in politics he did not last long and was implicated in the infamous Swedish Bofors Gun deal scandal along with Rajiv Gandhi and others.

He launched a multi-faceted commercial enterprise known simply as Amitabh Bachchan Corporation Limited, or ABCL. ABCL is engaged in production, distribution and all other aspects of the movie industry.

He was considered finished in the late nineties after super star status for 20 years a string of flops and failed political and business ambitions. He faced major health problems and financial crisis. But his unexpected comeback as host of the popular TV quiz series 'Kaun Banega Crorepati' version of Who Wants to be a Millionaire which put him right back on the number one spot of Bollywood actors over 40 reaffirming his reputation as the living legend of Indian cinema with a new series of high profile films Mohabbatein (2000), Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham (2001) etc.

He is announced as an actor of the Millennium in a BBC News Poll ahead of such luminaries as Charlie Chaplin, Sir Lawrence Olivier, and Marlon Brando. He is the first Asian actor having a wax model of his likeness displayed at Madame Tussaud's in London.

October 11th 2007, It is Sheik's Birthday and after a long time had a good chat with him where things weren't the same as before. Matured talk, very brief gossiping, future plans, etc... Forgot didnt even wish him a happy birthday but he knew I rung him in the midnight because it was his birthday...

October 10th

In 10th Oct 1874 Fiji became a British colony and after 96 years of their administration on 10th of October 1970 Fiji was declared as an Independent country...

Also on the same day but in 1868, Cuba's first war of independance broke out. The Ten Years' War, (Guerra de los Diez Años) (also known as the Great War) began on this date,when Carlos Manuel de Céspedes and his following of patriots from his sugar mill La Demajagua, proclaimed Cuba's independence from Spain.

The Ten Years' War (1868-1878) was the first of three wars that Cuba fought against Spain for its freedom, the other two being The Small War (La Guerra Chiquita; 1879-1880) and the Cuban War of Independence (1895-1898). The final three months of the last conflict escalated to become the Spanish-American War.

October 10th 2007,Unlike the day being remembered for the fight of one's freedom, Me and my fellow colleague had a really good time with my boss who has just returned from his holidays spending two wonderful weeks in Spain. One should be really lucky to have a friendly, supporting and guiding Boss in both professional and personal life. Had a good meal with him, discussed more about the business and was rewarded for being successful for keeping up with my role and responsibilities. Also for the first time ever had a professional body message by a physio... Man, I tell you, that was a graceful experience... It was actually for the stress relief and the money paid for was really worth it. Feeling more comfortable sticking on to the "Atleast twice a meal every day". Glad news keep flowing my way and as usual they pop in only when they really dont matter to me or bother me much.

Tuesday, 9 October 2007

October 9th

October 9th 1974: Oskar Schindler dies

German businessman Oskar Schindler, credited with saving 1,200 Jews from the Holocaust, dies at the age of 66.His history was the story line behind an oscar winning movie named "Schindler's List". A member of the Nazi party, he ran an enamel works factory in Kraków, Poland, employing workers from the nearby Jewish ghetto. When the ghetto was liquidated, he persuaded Nazi officials to allow the transfer of his workers to the Plaszow labor camp, thus saving them from deportation to the death camps. In 1944, all Jews at Plaszow were sent to Auschwitz, but Schindler, at great risk to himself, bribed officials into allowing him to keep his workers and set up a factory in a safer location in occupied Czechoslovakia. By the war's end, he was penniless, but he had saved 1,200 Jews. In 1962, he was declared a Righteous Gentile by Yad VaShem, Israel's official agency for remembering the Holocaust. According to his wishes, he was buried in Israel at the Catholic cemetery on Mount Zion.

October 9th 1990:

Hundreds of Chinese queue to buy 'Big Macs' when McDonald's opens its first resturant in China in Shenzhen.

October 9th 2007 : Struggling to sleep the whole night, a midnight call from overseas, mistaken to be from the home country but was from an allied nation, that too being an old friend couldnt avoid his call inspite it was half past midnight. Felt miserable after many years fighting out to sleep with no reason behind the scene. Tried to overcome the feeling once I hung up the overseas phone call, but what happened.... All my efforts were in vain... It was new to me... Never happened before... So got back to the same old stream of longing for the same old friendly angel to bless me good sleep.. The purpose was served in a very polite and receivable manner. Should thank the angel for taking enough care to get be back on normal track... Hats off to her service and I would cherish this day in my list of memorable events. Like it was the day of food feast in 1990 in China,also my angel requested me to have food atleast twice a day regularly till my marriage, I gave my word.. As I always say "Mens' words are words" I would stick on to this policy which I was longing to do. You know what, this angel is amazing and its doing wonders to me... What else could I say ? I'm very much lucky to be blessed by the angel.

Monday, 8 October 2007

Life has turned around...

My whole world has turned around
Ever since you walked into my life
No more lonely days
And no more lonely nights
Ever since I met you, honey
Everything is so right, yes it is

You got everything, baby
Any man could want from a woman
Let me lay my everything, honey
I wanna lay it on you for sure
My everything right down on you

I know what you need
I know what you like
I got it right here
You are so nice and you turn me on
If you want my love, you turn me on
Baby, it's waitin' for you
Just lay your body down
There's nothing I wouldn't do

Guess you are still confused
As days slowly going far away from you
Nothing is too late
As something is done before it is
You are an angel
As always I praise you
Thanks for everything
Thanks for changing my world
Thanks for turning it around
Thanks for all the things
Thank you very much...

Theres nothing wrong in .....

October 8th

Gauri Khan born 8 Oct 1970 is the wife of Bollywood actor Shah Rukh Khan.

A resident of Delhi of Punjabi origin, she is a graduate from the Modern School, Delhi, and has produced some of her husband's films, including Paheli (an unsuccessful Indian submission to the Oscars in 2005) and Main Hoon Na. She is currently producing the film Om Shanti Om in which she makes a guest appearance. She is also the face of the fashion line Aftershock and mother of two children, Aryan (born 13 November 1997) and Suhana (born May 23, 2000). She used to host a weekly Hindi music countdown show "Oye" for a music channel in the 1990's.

More interestingly their children have always been taught to respect both their parents' religions and this is what our fellow indians should appreciate and try to follow more than the way he performs on the screen. Credit goes to both of them equally where they are broadminded and always respected each other ideas and beliefs. I would rate them the best couple of all the Bollywood families..

October 8th 2007, I'm still pushing my luck in my business life, where people think I'm an experiences sales person... Guess what / I'm not at all... Its all the matter of luck and nothing to be praised with regards to my talent.. Probably being sincere in the job has did some homework for my performance. Behind every successful man there has been always a woman... No matter whether they do something rude or kind, they have always resulted in the guy's favour. Lucky Men....

Sunday, 7 October 2007

To make you feel comfortable.....

October 7th

On 7 October 1737, a natural disaster struck the city of Calcutta (modern-day Kolkata) in India. For a long time this was believed in Europe to have been the result of an earthquake, but it is now believed to have been a tropical cyclone. Thomas Joshua Moore, the duties collector for the British East India Company in Calcutta, wrote in his official report that a storm and flood had destroyed nearly all the thatched buildings and killed 3,000 of the city's inhabitants. Other reports from merchant ships indicated an earthquake and tidal surge (40 foot waves) were to blame, destroying 20,000 ships in the harbor and killing 300,000 people. It should be noted that the population of Calcutta at the time was around 20,000.

Although there seems to be little evidence for the popular figure of 300,000 deaths or for the existence of an earthquake at all, it is this number that shows up in popular literature. At the same time, the figure of 3000 is only an estimation of the number of deaths inside the city itself.

No matter how the world suffers people try to make a profit out of it either financially or personally... This world has always been the place for the survival of the fittest...

On October 7,2007, just 270 years after the waves claimed many lives, being aged 27 Im still flooded by feelings. Can't say I'm surviving or ruling the place i'm put up in. Life has always been a heaven for me no matter whether its the social world or the hell.

Things remain the same.....

"These three remain: faith, hope, love. The greatest is love!" 1 Corinthians 13:13

Saturday, 6 October 2007

Just for you...

She was drivin' last friday on her way to cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Goin' home to see her Momma and her Daddy
With her baby in a back seat
Fifteen miles to go and she was runnin' low
On faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year

She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was goin' way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinnin on thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was so scared, she threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
'Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
and that car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the back seat
sleepin' like a rock
For the first time in a long time she bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the wait
I've been livin' my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Innocent Patriot

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Put the Blame on ME.....

Akon Lyrics
Sorry, Blame It On Me Lyrics

Don't Matter

Akon - Dont Matter lyrics

You are Beautiful

Hated you Until we knew we were Best Friends

Plain White T - Hate lyrics

Say Goodbye

Chris Brown - Say Goodbye lyrics

Beautiful Girl ! ! !

Sean Kingston - Beautiful Girls lyrics

Am I a Good Liar ?

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught.
Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

How Real Am I ?

You Are 91% Real

There's hardly a person on this earth more real than you are.
You have no problem showing people who you are, flaws and all.
For you, there couldn't be any other way. Because it's way too stressful to live an inauthentic life.
You're very comfortable with yourself. And because of this, you're able to live an exciting, interesting, and challenging life.

How Evil Am I ?

You Are 36% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

Wednesday, 3 October 2007

Demo or a defintion ?

Since you came into my life,
I have looked forward to each sunrise,
that early morning, with you in my arms,
the midnight skies with us beneath a world of stars
You make me feel like no one else could...
I like the person I'm when I'm with you..
You bring out a part of me that I never knew existed
You made me complete, now I have a reason to try...
now I have a cause, a reason to believe
in all the wonderful things life has to offer..
You took my hand and drew me into the light
you saw in me all the qualities
that no one else had ever noticed.
You gave me hope, inspiration, pride and finally love.
Yes, I LOVE YOU, for all these reasons and for so much more....
I LOVE YOU for being yourself,
I LOVE YOU because of the person you made me....

you are the world to me,
theres no one quite like you, you are the one I love, the one I want to touch... I give you my heart and I need you so much. Soothe my aching heart and hold me through the night, the mere sound of your voice summons deep emotion within, like an old familiar song, like the comfort of a friend, when you are near, I'm lost to thoughts of love, I want to hold your hand, I hunger for your kiss. Take me for a walk so far so that we would die before we reach our destination.

Wish I never said these stuff to you...
I know for sure that it would disturb you,
but what could I do when I realise
that you feel bad and go mad when Im not true to you....
Please forgive me for causing you such a pain...
I never intended to do this to you...
I always wished you to be happy and keep smiling...
U r not that old to have such a pain...
Wish u the best in ur life always....

Tuesday, 2 October 2007

What am I trying to say ?

There's an ocean between us baby,
Wish that it isn't true,
for every day when I awake,
I yearn to be with you.
There are many miles between us honey,
though you're always here in my heart,
and fighting out every night,
beneath the silver starlight,
I pray for the day we'll never part

Seasons will change that much is true
But some things never change
Like the way I feel about you
I live to be with you
To hold your hands
To see your smile
You are all that makes life worthwhile
And my heart shall ever be to true to you
What am I trying to say ?
Yes all nothing but we are miles apart !

I miss your warm eyes
The way you listen and care
I miss those moments which we shared
I miss the touch of your hand
Inspite of never having felt you
I miss all of the caring things you do
And spending the evening with you
From the unique choice of drink to the icecream
Likings and preferences,
Histories and predictions
All seem to be much more alike
Where I look forward to tomorrow
Knowing that then I will be one day closer
Closer to seeing you again
What am I trying to say
Yes all nothing but I'm missing a lot !

All day long I thought about you.
Even when I tried not to think about you,
I thought about you.
When I closed my eyes,
When I opened my eyes,
When I thought about the beauty of the season,
When I thought about the warmth of the upcoming holidays,
When I heard a love song on the radio,
When I checked my email,
Even when I said goodnight to the stars,
And when I slipped beneath the softness of my blanket
and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams,
I thought about you.
What am I trying to say ?
Yes, All nothing but
I just can't stop thinking about you.

I can't live without you.
I would breathe the air,
and my heart would beat,
but I would not feel the joy of life.
My dreams would be lost
like a leaf carted away by a storm.
I would gaze at the stars
without appreciating the
way they light up the sky.
I would pass the roses in bloom
without noticing their beauty.
I would no longer look forward
to each sunset and each dawn.
I would be broken,
never to be mended again.
Winter would own my heart
its icy breath would steal
the warmth in my soul,
because I could not smile
without your love.
I could not know laughter
or happiness.
If you were lost to me,
I'd have no reason to try,
no reason to be.
You are my prayer,
my shelter from
hopelessness and despair,
my sunshine, my light,
my lazy days,
my peaceful nights,
and only you can keep the
spark in my soul burning bright.
What am I trying to say ?
Yes, All nothing but I'm loving you so much
Can't think of a life without you.....

If only you knew,
how my heart overflows with love for you.
If only you could see
the way you fill my hopes and dreams.
You're the owner of my heart,
the ruler supreme.
Even in the dark of night,
I've only to think about you
to feel your loving light
and from this world I drift
feeling as if
I'll never touch the ground again...
If only you knew.

If only you could guess
how I hear your voice when others speak;
for you hold the key to my happiness,
and it's always you my soul seeks.
If only you could feel,
how your very presence
has the power to heal,
all the wounds inside me.
You've made me abandon
the pain of yesterday,
and you've shown me
that the past can no longer
stand in the way
of what I hope to achieve...

If only you could realize
the way you've shown me
that it's better to give
than to take,
and whatever I do,
I do for your sake.
I'm willing to give you my all
and expect nothing in return.
But, oh how I yearn for you...
if only you knew.
And finally what am I trying to say ?
Yes, All nothing but I have started
Started to live a life with you.....

Destination unknown ! ! !