Truth of LIFE

In life I dont trust people anymore
Who chage their feelings with time
Instead I trust people whose feelings remain the same
Even when the time changes

We make them cry who care for us
We cry for those who never care for us
Also we care for those who will never cry for us
Truth of life is very strange but true and
Once we realise this, it never too late to change

I prefer not to explain myself to anyone
Because the person who likes me doesn't need it
Person who dislikes me won't believe it
I don't want to let anyone become a priority in my life
When I'm just an option in their life
Relationships work best when they are balanced.

Whatever we give to life, it gives us back
So I do not want to hate anybody
The hatred which might come out from me
Will someday come back to me for sure
So I do love others and Love will comeback to me

For everything I have missed, I have gained something else
Also for everything I have gained, I have always lost something else
It is all about our outlook towards life
All you could do is either regret or rejoice

The most difficult phase of life
Is not when no one understands us
But when we don't understand ourselves
Arrow goes forward only after pulling in to backward
Bullet goes forward only after pressing the trigger backward
As such every human being will be happy
Only after facing the difficulties in their life
And I'm not afraid to face my difficulties
Which are only gonna push me forward

I know that I'm born to live unlike others
Who live because they are born
I want to take the life the way I go
Not go the way life takes me to

What we are today is result of our own past actions
Whatever we wish to be in future depends on our present actions
Having decided how I have to act now
Things aren't that stressful some how
We are responsible for what we are,
whatever we wish ourselves to be
We have the power to make ourselves
I think I have got the power in me

Over the same, on the same winds
A ship sails in one direction, another in opposite way
Its not the wind that decides which direction the ship goes
Its the sails, how they are tied and how they are maneuvered
Same as it is not FATE that decides where your life is going
It is all about how we take life and where we take it to...

The Story repeats.... How Funny.....

Finally there rung the bell
Not the one in the temple
Not the one in the church
But from the telephone this time
After a long phase
Reason behind it, the same story....

Expectations sound to be silly,
Me after going after Gods,
Highly impossible...
People prefer religious personalities
Rather true human beings
World is heading to a strange stage
where characters are no more important but beliefs

She says she is happy
But still feeling bad about me
If she is not interested in me
Whats the point in giving me a bell
Does she want me to goto hell
I'm a person who would be happy even in hell
She wants me to smile, but how could I
She wants to not to be sad just because of her
She wants me not to feel for anything
What all she wants ? Me to be really happy
Never, she wants to put up a fake face

Who is she to advice me ?
What is she to me in my life
An angel from my perspective view
And a normal girl from hers
Things are not true from her end she says
Can't see that we get along in the future
Is she a priest ? Then why she was in love
Explains me that she is too a human
Have feelings for me too
But can't get along with me together in life
How funny,,, funny my life for others
She came in, my heart blossomed
She filled up my heart with her feelings
She then left away like a lightning
Leaving my heart bleeding

How could she do this to me
I Don't expect her to love me
I Don't expect her to be my friend
At least I expect her not to hurt me
She can't be my lover girl
She can't be my good friend
What does she want then ?
Also she keeps adding that she is happy
She doesnt love me at all
All she has is a sympathy now
Let me take this in the right way
I don't want to feel sorry for myself
I don't want to pity myself
I'm more better than before
I'm living a better meaningful life

All I wish to ask her only one thing
Promise me that she will always be the same
No matter what destiny brings for us
She will always NOT be my LOVE
Men's words are words and not like women's
Never in my life... Lying .... Atleast for couple of years
Let me not love yet another girl
Let me keep my heart safe
How funny, theres nothing to guard
My heart is broken to pieces
All I have to do is mend it to look like the same
Which could love again someone in my life
Infact build my heart to bear the blows

You know me more .......

Clouds are not the burden for the sky
As same as I'm to your life
The colours of the rainbow couldnt be wiped our by rain
As same as the mother's affection wouldn't hurt her kids
The breeze wouldn't kill the flowers
As same as my feelings and love wouldn't hurt you

Its bad when you realise the one you love
Is happy with someone else for sure
More hurtiing is when you realise
They are not happy being with you
Its pathetic for the moon to let go its light
As same as the seashore without the waves

Looks as if i'm overreacting to the situations
Hope atleast you could understand me
As you know more better about me
Wish you shut my heart's door with your key
Oh what could i say, I'm so lucky
Yes, I'm Mr.Lucky and thats what I wanna be....

Whats possible ?

Its not easy to harvest in a land which is not fertile
But it was possible for me to love yet again
Never thought I would fall again
Oh whats happened to me....
Is that easy to follow your heart beats
Which always lead to a big scar
Even though I prefer a happy heart
I'm still content with a heart with stitches
Its nice to be loved and be thrown away
Not because I was too good for the relationship
It was possible for me to love again
Again and again and again....

Its not easy to break someone's heart
Which needs more courage to proceed on with it
If it was possible to break up with the one we love
Is it not possible to make things work together
Is love that weak to handle situations
Thought love was stronger than anything
I know its true where things are much more safe
but why its not the same in everyone's life
Preference are given to the social outlook
Rather the true and inner happiness
Its not easy to cheat our own feelings
Saying this is not the one you are gonna get
It was possible to get rid of something
Which could make you feel more better than before
Yes it was possible to hurt the heart so quick
That too by an innocent heart which thinks its so thick

Its not easy to find the right relation for us
But it is always possible to make things work
No matter the best or worst, its all we who sort things
Its not gonna be the same love again
You have broken not just my heart
But our love which was so graceful
More true than the mother's love to her kids
Its not easy to fix it by any means
But it is possible to share the pains
All I wished was you to be happy
Sorry for disturbing your peace of mind
I take the credit for spoiling your happiness
Yes I'm a sadist as others portray me
I love hurting people in one way or the other
Its not me who says so...
My history has incidents, there were many innocent people
Many more than the number system, which is still undefined
Longing for my love and affection
And I turned all them down
As I thought I'm not gonna love again and
Thought love and me are not the ones to go together

Now its my turn and I take it with a sweet smile
What else could i do...
Its not easy to keep smiling when ur heart is bleeding
But it is possible atleast not to let others know ur pain
Its always nice to smile when u long to cry
Yes its a good experience to me
I would be always thankful to you
Your relationship both the better and the bitter
Would never hate you for any reason
For having made me love yet another time
For having made me live a better life
For casting me more into fire
Just to purify me more...
Life is such a wonderful thing and as i say always
Life is not what we think it is.
It is always possible in life to meet the uncertain things.
Yes LIFE IS A CYCLE OF UNCERTAIN THINGS !!!

All I Could do.....

Baby, the love we used to share
Has faded day by day
And now you wanna leave me
So you are looking for away
And if you see a tear in my eye
It's not for you I cry

Don't you know I tried to make our love
Like every love should be
You say it isn't enough
So you're walking out on me
But if you can't find just what you want
Don't you come running back to me
For it will be too late for both of us
Though I would be still waiting for you

Baby, I know you think I'm at home
Crying the blues, but remember sweetheart
Somebody else will want what you couldn't use
Can't guess when will I stop loving you
Oh baby, I don't know, I don't know
All my friends give me advice
They say hang on man
Ooh, but I want her
Keep hanging on , Oh come on
I don't need her

The clock didn't stop ticking
Because you let me be
Time will let nobody
Take your love from me
I know you wanna be
With someone for yourself
But I know you don't want me
To be with no one else
This is what the problem with me
Can't believe our love was all but false

A girl stepped once in my life,
Said she loved me....
Sang songs along with me,
Finally one day said I was not True to her
Say what ? I WAS NOT TRUE TO HER

Few years later another similar girl
Breezed into my life like a sweet smell
Showed what life is , more better than before
Thought I made a mistake at the first place
With that experience found the true love at the end
Very soon there came the same old set
She is gone as well, but this time the reason
I DIDNT KEEP HER HAPPY, say what ?
I WAS CRUEL TO HER.

Whats happened again now....
An angel not a girl this time...
Oh whatever, love is blind can't guess
Which one is an angel or a demon
For that matter she is not that cruel
Loved me more than anyone has been before
Oh what could i say , I felt being loved more
I thought I was lucky once again
Knowing the fact luck doesnt knock at our door
More than once and now its here again
Getting back the same true heart
Having enough love and affection
Wasn't enough.... wasn't enough....
Just wasn't enough ..... need something more
On top of all these natural feelings
One should be more wealthy
To make his wishes happen for sure
But as its not the case
She has again left me , once for all
And what did she say now....
She has got commitments in life...
Say what ? I'm an useless guy without the same...

Its hard to believe, for the third time in life
Having shared the feelings from beginning till end
No one can still understand
What I'm really worth for
But still I will be there for you
If you need me, call me
No matter where you are
No matter how far
Just call my name
I will be there in a hurry
On that you can depend and never worry
I know you must follow the sun
Wherever it leads, but remember
If you should fall short of your desires
Remember life holds for you one guarantee
You will always have me
And if you should miss my loving
One of these old days
If you should ever miss the arms
That used to hold you so close, or the lips
That used to touch you so tenderly
Just remember what I told you
The day I set you free
There isn't no mountain high enough
There isn't no valley low enough
There isn't no river wild enough
To keep me from you

Most of my life
I have walked all alone
In search of a star
You are that star
You are the one I have been waiting for
All my life, there was always a song to sing
A chorus for two
All that love can bring
I'll share here with you
You can make it all come true
All of your life to share
Is all I'm asking
All of the minutes and the years
All of your happiness
And sometimes all your tears
I know its not gonna work
There is always someone for everyone
Made for each other, can't say they are the best
It is what they choose to have
People are more focussed on social outfit
Who cares for the personal benifit
All I could do so is feel sorry for them
All I could do is still wait for her